Sunday, December 21, 2008

Friends

A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

we're partners in crime


i was once lost all alone...
then you quickly came along
you were always there to lend a hand
when true friends are hard to find

the time i was so depressed
you was there to cheer me up
you widen my mind so much
and i really can't forget you because of that

sometimes you make me cry
and you don't know how i tried
to forget all the sin you gave
then i keep on asking myself why?

i cannot call myself a true friend
if i can't forgive all your failings
this nugget of wisdom means a lot to me
the way i love you very dearly

i need a friend

i need a friend who will light up my life
whenever i am in the dark
i need a friend who can give me warmth
as others don't really understand

i need a friend, someone who truly cares
someone who's willing to share with my troubles and tears
i need a friend, someone who can understand me
most especially if i am moody

i need a friend who can stand up my anger
someone who can guide me to be better
even if he is a stranger...
it won't really matter

i need a friend, someone i can depend
someone i want to call "my bestfriend"
life is nothing without sharing and concern
that's why...i needed a friend

Sunday, December 14, 2008

"I Miss my Smile"

The last time I gaze at your innocent face
Was the moment we share our endless love
I stroke your hair and you gave me your best smile
Nothing compares to the happiness you bring
The last time I smell your baby scent
Was the moment you locked your sugar lips into mine
It tastes a thousand souls
I’ll never forget it
The last time I was able to hold your hand
Was when we had a pity fight
You hurt me that bad
Yet my love for you never change
Be safe always
Without you I’m only a somebody
I miss my smile when I was with you
No one can separate us unless god permits
Still…
In silence…
I’m immobilized…
In loving you…
I love you so much "My LIfe"

"Untitled"

Every time your face lingers on my mind
I want you to feel the feelings of being left behind
I have love you non beyond my limits
But what did you do? It turn out to be regrets.

I dont know if i can still forgive you
co'z you've made my whole life blue
I want you to crash into pieces
Burning hatred in my heart would
never cease

How I wish I could never see you
forevermore
Bury you in the palace of Hector
Maybe I can be at peace that time
and the memories of you are only
nightmare of mine.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

By:Crying Eyes


If there is one thing in my life I should be thankful, it would be all the hard trials that I’m experiencing everyday. Other people may think that I’m okay but they’re wrong…I’m in pain. I’m in pain of those inconsiderate people who never get tired of pulling me down until they see me in mess…I’m in pain of those situations giving me with no option…I’m in pain of trying to fight all the things that I believe can make me happy…I’m in pain of loving someone who didn’t see my worth at all…those mentions above are enough to make me lose my sanity yet I’m not losing hope…I’m just weaken.

There were times that I can’t stop asking God why is it that even I’m trying to do my best I end up at my worst? Why is it that even if I am trying to correct my mistakes I end up with another mistake? Why is it that even if I give my best love it was never rewarded? Was I a mistake at all? I don’t want to cause pains to my family but the final finale is I’m always the black sheep.

Right now, I compare myself to a paper boat. My family stands as the port, the wind and the water stands as the trials, opportunities and my experiences, in that paper boat is the person who gave me almost everything (joy, pain, laughter, tear, encouragement, discouragement, love & betrayal). The wind and the water keep me going to an endless journey and the only thing that can fail it is if ever I’ll sink. The question is am I going to let it happen? Of course not! Because the person that is with me made me a strong one. I’ll reach success then and if that time comes I’ll remember all the people who never believe in me.

It hurts if the person you love doesn’t care for you at all. That person will never care if you are hurting. If you gave your best love, that person will just use it as a tool to abuse you…you’re left with nothing. Now think of this, love was always been enough it is the other person who doesn’t see its importance…unless if it’s gone already and there will never be chances at all…



Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Beaten Blue

I bewildered myself in front of the mirror

As I saw it, I was in horrible horror

I saw bruises…in black and blue

Who’s the perpetrator?

I’ve used to have it since kid

Beginning dad until girlfriend…they’ve caused it

I’m in tears…in pain was my body

Mom, help me is my plea!

Is it another statement of love?

Or it is just another form of demonic worship?

I wipe away my tears

I touch the beaten parts…it reap me to one side!

Then the perpetrator came to my mind

The girl whom I used to love and the reason behind

She walked out after the occurrence

Turning me from something into nothing.

Heaven! Is this my fate?

To be beaten…is not my alternative

I deserve to be love and taken care of

But then, I’m tired already my body…my soul

Tears…tears…and more tears

Rain…rain…and more rain

The stronger the wind blows

The further my body turns into blue…perfectly beaten blue!!!